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Whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys
Lay there on the ground, and turn the dirt into your joy
From what I see and what I know, it's all been boring lately
So I suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
Time your riddles right, and make a point that has no sense
Make sure that you're smiling, and the money's been well spent
Innocence and ignorance, it all goes hand in hand
I'm not sure that I'm right, but I hope you'll understand
I hope that you're still searching for the start that has no end
And all the plastic people have now become your friends
Before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream
I just wanted to tell you that you're listening to a dream
It's like a song from Shinedowns CD, called Us and them.
Their pretty cool, me and victoria were listening to them on the way back from dropping Yoshi off at her house. She came to Oreos for a bit and hung out, She totally got raped on the way here though.
This hole Oreo thing is really fucked up though, he's sitting right beside be and he looks so depressed. I feel awful about it.
Plus, i have other things on my mind..about The baby and about my Dad kicking me out and whatnot.
AND my mom and Aunt are completely pissed of at me about everything. Everything has been so fucked up.
Today i tried calling my dad..but there was no answer, which comepletely sucks.
But i don't feel bad for some reason, like i do. But i still feel fine, i don't feel depressed or sad. Just stressed, confused and grr..idk.
I'm starting to miss school Steven and Rocky are there, so I miss them like crazy. Usually in school i hang out with mostly guys, Rocky, Steven, Adam, Robbie, Patrick, Kyle, but most of the chicks i chill with are cool. Like, Alycia,Brenda, Crystal which im dating?? and Brandi and them.
Yeah, idk..what i'm doing, i guess im just rambling on like i have no sense or something.
But here's like 2 songs that i like.
Shinedown--Save Me.
Someone save me if you will
And take away all these pills
And please just save me if you can
From my blasphemy in my wasteland
And
Nonpoint--What a day
Sittin' on your ass all day thinkin' about your hangover
and the party you left your fuckin' keys at
and had to beg for a ride from a stranger that I never met before he acted
so friendly that I had to take the ride
but for some reason he resembled that guy wanted for a robbery
and beatin' on his kid "you remind me of my stepson" he chuckles with a grin.
What was that move that they taught in self-defense
where you block the killer's knife move with some confidence the signal
when you're trapped inside a moving car I wonder if he'll drive real far.
What a day, you should've stayed home shootin' the breeze all day,
you should think next time before you start to play,
I wonder what will happen today.
Rub your eyes from no sleep this week tap your heels home then fall asleep.
Sittin' around looking for a fight kinda' pissed off how I'm turnin'
My life up-side down from insecure insecurities makin' up
My mind through old hypocrisy up and out of harms way down
cause I want to be there here because you want
Me not because you're caught in My stare.
What was that move that they taught in self-defense
where you block the killer's knife move with some confidence the signal
when you're trapped inside a moving car I wonder if he'll drive real far.
What a day, you should've stayed home shootin' the breeze all day,
you should think next time before you start to play,
I wonder what will happen today.
Rub your eyes from no sleep this week tap your heels home then fall asleep,
asleep in bed you'll do something tomorrow instead.