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gaah
I've been weird lately. I've been fighting with Heather an awful lot lately,
and I've been really quiet around everyone else. I dunno. I guess in some ways I've
been closer to her this year than anyone else, so I took some things out on her in a
more verbal and obvious way. Though some of the time she was just pissing me off.
Well, anyways I was watching the stars for a really long time at Heather's house tonight
at her moms labor day party. Because we got into a really ridiculous fight, because I was
walking too far, too late at night, and she was saying something about even though I think
without risk, life is boring, she thinks sometimes its just dangerous and stupid. Well I am
sorry and all, but I'm spontaneous like that. Like I said to my CSB friends the other day,
though I can be philisophical and quiet and rational to an extent that is Somewhat Amusing,
I can also be random and spontaneous and stubborn to an extent that is Somewhat Dangerous.
But that's who I am. I'm glad that I know who I am, at least. so anyways I was
thinking. I guess its just Washie, and my family, and my friends, and my life and its
just getting to me because I wish some things can be a certain way or completely
different. Maybe its selfish, but I've just felt super messed up lately.
So if i 've been weird to you, I'm sorry. I'm really independent and stuff and have secrets,
who doesnt, and I will always be that way, but my friends have always meant the world to me.
This doesn't mean I'm not going to be pissed at people for certain things,
it just means I'm going to try to make this year really great.
Not just to make it up to my friends, but because I owe it to myself.
Bleh. My contact lens jsut fell down my shirt. lol. And I have to go to Best Buy tomorrow
because my ipod broke. The scrolly button thingy is all smushed in on one side to the
buttone don't work. So anyways....today we were watching Forrest Gump. Good movie.
And Ty Shatesky is cool. For a ten year old. And I have to get to a book store at
some point. Coz (!!)WAW is out.(!!) And its Sunday, 11 50 pm, but I'm not gonna post
this til tomorrow.
PS MONDAY
MEH SCHOOL TOMORROOOOOOW nnnnnnghhhh
Okay, self. Stop. Sock. In. Put. and all that.
gaah. Summer's over too soon.
I've been weird lately. I've been fighting with Heather an awful lot lately,
and I've been really quiet around everyone else. I dunno. I guess in some ways I've
been closer to her this year than anyone else, so I took some things out on her in a
more verbal and obvious way. Though some of the time she was just pissing me off.
Well, anyways I was watching the stars for a really long time at Heather's house tonight
at her moms labor day party. Because we got into a really ridiculous fight, because I was
walking too far, too late at night, and she was saying something about even though I think
without risk, life is boring, she thinks sometimes its just dangerous and stupid. Well I am
sorry and all, but I'm spontaneous like that. Like I said to my CSB friends the other day,
though I can be philisophical and quiet and rational to an extent that is Somewhat Amusing,
I can also be random and spontaneous and stubborn to an extent that is Somewhat Dangerous.
But that's who I am. I'm glad that I know who I am, at least. so anyways I was
thinking. I guess its just Washie, and my family, and my friends, and my life and its
just getting to me because I wish some things can be a certain way or completely
different. Maybe its selfish, but I've just felt super messed up lately.
So if i 've been weird to you, I'm sorry. I'm really independent and stuff and have secrets,
who doesnt, and I will always be that way, but my friends have always meant the world to me.
This doesn't mean I'm not going to be pissed at people for certain things,
it just means I'm going to try to make this year really great.
Not just to make it up to my friends, but because I owe it to myself.
Bleh. My contact lens jsut fell down my shirt. lol. And I have to go to Best Buy tomorrow
because my ipod broke. The scrolly button thingy is all smushed in on one side to the
buttone don't work. So anyways....today we were watching Forrest Gump. Good movie.
And Ty Shatesky is cool. For a ten year old. And I have to get to a book store at
some point. Coz (!!)WAW is out.(!!) And its Sunday, 11 50 pm, but I'm not gonna post
this til tomorrow.
PS MONDAY
MEH SCHOOL TOMORROOOOOOW nnnnnnghhhh
Okay, self. Stop. Sock. In. Put. and all that.
gaah. Summer's over too soon.