To turn, or not to turn...what is the question?
I broke down and wept today.
I haven't cried in awhile...for reasons I don't understand, or care to understand.
But I wept, and I will see in the morning if it was good or bad...but depression is something that one can't accept openly or turn away. Things like that are never that easy...I just want to be held and appreciated...but no one wants me. Emo I know, but fucking Valentine's day is right around the corner, and I haven't been alone for one of those in a long long time...love...
what is love...
what is happiness...
as far as I've learned...only blindness.
I'm tired of being blind...but can one help that?
I haven't cried in awhile...for reasons I don't understand, or care to understand.
But I wept, and I will see in the morning if it was good or bad...but depression is something that one can't accept openly or turn away. Things like that are never that easy...I just want to be held and appreciated...but no one wants me. Emo I know, but fucking Valentine's day is right around the corner, and I haven't been alone for one of those in a long long time...love...
what is love...
what is happiness...
as far as I've learned...only blindness.
I'm tired of being blind...but can one help that?