hope this weekend goes good.
I was wet a lot today. first in teh morning i standed in the rain which was quite fun so now i understand why she does it. i think ill do it more with her if she lets me then later today ashley and jessica and i were walking to go get antonio and she says thank god its nto raining and two seconds later it starts to poor and now im still wet lol it was freaky. well all of my finals sucked, i totally messed up on my english one which is quit sad, math well i hate that class and i had no clue what i am doing, in drama my partener forgot all her lines so it messed up the whole play and i dont even want to talk about pe and spanish gosh, i hate skool! i got extra credit though and i went to trinidad skool and observed and it was kool but this kid evan who i know didnt talk to me and acted like he doesnt know me which i think he does o well. yeah well this weekend was all gay so far well i hope its better i have to go to the fat girl dress store tomorrow so im looking forward to that. cameron hasnt really talked to me ever since we hung out. mr arbaugh really wants me to get iwht him too so yeah but still when we hung out it was realy ackward but kool we were at the mall and then the beach and it was idk cool i guess and he hugged mea nd put hsi arms around me but im sure it was just a buddy buddy thing even though i would want it to be more, but i know since this is me wanting it to happen i know its nto gonna come true. i was nominated twice for winter formal queen so hopefully i will get to be somehthing that would be really cool. gosh i hope cameron still talks to me ....grr i hate myself sometimes.. well anywho tommorrow should be fun even though cameron isnt gonna talk to me until sunday or monday gah o well! well i shall talk about the end of my weekend in my next entrey. good day everyone and i love you mary and whoever else cares to read this. and sorry i havent written in this i think its quite depressing well anywho later gaters~~~jld