May 12, 2006 13:50
so im home sick.
again.
i haven't been to school
and i like it even though its gonna fuck me over in the long run.
soooo like my allergies are really bad....i didnt even know i had allergies before. the doctor also told me other things to basically make myself hate myself already more than i did before.
which isnt a good thing.
i like this feeling though...i cant hear....and i cant smell...and i can barely breath.
it's an odd concept. it feels like im floating because i dont know whats going on. the only things that seem to work our my eyes.
im feel so worn out.
like a raggedy ann doll.
but with black hair :)
was rejected too...
Jodi's just having a good week!