my brother is a fag
havent updated in awhile so i thought i would tonight since i have no life...skools starting soon which makes me sick but ashleys comming home which makes me want chocolate milk.....im getting mad at myself because ill i do is sit at home and do nothing because i have no ride and right now my brother is throwing a party and im not invited and its at my own home talk about fucked up right? i saw some movies lately and just hanging out with really random ppl! the highlight is someone screamed i love you jodi driving by....i have no clue who it was but hey it makes me feel special so i dont mind....we have money now so im not as poor....which is weird....i feel bad for buying things and ive noticed almost all my cds are burned and that makes me feel twice as bad but i had never had the money to buy cds.....oh well i guess....i have a new cell phone so mary i need your number lol...i also have a new friend name sky hes nice and cody and i had a falling out but now we arent fighting anymore so i guess thats good....ummm....i guess summer isnt what i excpet it to be which is lame. i had a whats it called umm.....break down i guess.....that was bad took sleeping pills and vicadin which yah know made me sleep and have a head ache like a really bad hang over....and my jaw/gums hurt on top of that....wow i never have anything positive to say in these things....fuck it.