Aug 16, 2008 21:21
Howdy ya'll,
I just got home from AC a few hours ago after an amazing adventure w/ my girls. An adventure mixed with good and bad times.
I drove...bc im a sucker. Our first night down there was waiting for our dinner, exploring HOB, and surviving the exocism that was going on next door (u think im kidding but thats what it sounded like).
The next day was waiting ALL day for the concert...trying to get online when we could. woo hoo for living on oreo cookies, starbucks, playing war, and cig breaks. For those of you who dont think the bsb fans are still around, you are so wrong. And for those of you who think im one of the crazies...you are also wrong.
The only bad part is when i got pushed back away from my friends when we were inside. Ok so waiting in line and line drama sucks too...but I was hurt pretty bad...and worse then. You know how things go...things can't be 100% perfect. I was seriously near tears (and i never let people see me cry) being by myself when everyone else had a friend w/ our group to be with. It is a hell of a lot easier for 3 people to pull one forward in a crowd or move back to where the other person is stuck than one person to fight there way through. only one apolgize but it wasn't until the encore at the end of the show...she did check on me every once and awhile...everyone else was just during "my mans" solo. But whatever. I'll deal. I talked to Rita and JP during it...so they helped. Maybe it will stop hurting as much as it does...and the feelings of being used will vanish.
The good thing is the guys after all these years still put on an amazing show. So that was a lot of fun, even though it was hot, i was wayyyy to close to people...and I was alone. I kept getting looks from Fake fans who were dumb enough to wear heels to a general admission show. The guys were great that it almost made us forget about the strippers i mean girlicious, the opening act. Bad booking choice....and oh were they lip syncing
I'm not going to let being hurt run the whole experience. Just wish i could have been with the 2 people i paid to be there (it's like what most people say of greek life...i paid for my friends ) , and other friends instead of 5 feet behind them. I'm gonna start unpacking.
The parentals have been annoying...but they havent seen me in 2 days so i guess that's there job. Im still getting I'm too old to see the boys...but hey...rod stewart is older than them...right Shay?
I can tell you though I do intend to learn from this experience. And i could totally be a bitch right now, but I think I got across most of how i'm feeling...even though I'm doubting people care. Next time I go to a concert alone, I will only being paying for my ticket. I'm sorry. But I can't get hurt like this again.
KTBSPA