a week of fun, pain and love

[goomba_lover]

ok so it started i think saterday for me. did some molly with meagan held hands for like a hour and a half. thing's were going good then it started to fell like it was all falling apart. then i got to the party and got fucked up i think. next day. this is the day of ture happinesss. i don't know when it started but i saw alot of meagan and got to chucks and held hands again. then we were inside and then we were hanging on each other. then it start to hurt more and more by the sec. i then start to cry over her leaveing and then i went with her and puck and korie. droped of puck at kates and then. i got out of the car and broke down. crying wait ing to say good-bye but how do you say goodbye to someone like her. i then said what i had to and she grabed me and whould not let go. or maybe it was me who didn't want to let go. then after still in her arms and her in mine. we kissed. it was perfact mind blowing godly. that felling of bliss and happiness. i remember it so crisp. she gave me her ring to hold on to. good-bye. then the next day got so drunk got nude. been fucked up since. well that's that.

kate if you see this i have to find out. for if she does i'll wait and if she doesn't i'll do anything i'll want and i'll still be there when she comes back.

to everyone wish me the best and i hope everyone is happy, i am

~Ashton~

I Miss You so much