I wish....

[goomba_lover]

Life right now remind's me of the past. I had this really good friend who i've known for about 5 years now. I don't talk to her anymore but i feel this play will be acted out again but with new actors. I hope what happened last time doesn't happen this time. I've had many friend's that i left behind. I like my friend's but i can't take it much more. I'm confused, lost and very depressed. I've had a taste of everything that make's life worth it but since i've only had taste's and never the meal. You could say i'm hungry for life. I want to say i'm happy. Sometime's i think i'll never be happy. The thing's i want i can't have atleast that's what it look's like. Does wanting the thing's that whould make me happy selfish? Even when i can make other's happy with me but there whould be those who whouldn't know what to do. Even greatly sadden. If that's what whould happened i whould be unhappy for everyone to have joy in their hearts. Is it true that weak will die and the strong will survie. Does saying all this make me one of the weak but is being weak really that bad. i've hurt so many ppl. i've done so many thing's wrong in life. i just wish for everyone to be happy and maybe one day i'll be happy to. till then i'll wish for those taste's of life.

~Ashton The Hopeless Goomba Lover~