Apr 25, 2005 21:39
It's been a while since I've updated, but I'm going to start writing in here more. I just have too much in my head.
Well, I'm failing both my academic classes, so now I have to take classes during the summer. gayyy. My dad seems fine with it though, he's really chilled down since my musical has been going on. He told me that I had no future in singing or acting, because those kind of people end up poor and on the street. Yeah well, my uncle owns the Shakespeare Festival in Atlanta, and has been acting all his life. I think he realizes now that I do have a future doing what I love. So he's not too concerned with grades anymore, which rocks. But, I really do need to get my act together, I don't know what's wrong with me.
So, over Spring Break, I finally met the most wonderful guy, ever. He's so great, sweet, cute, christian, and all around perfect. Of course, with my luck, he lives in South Carolina. I mean, it's not deadly far, just like, 3 hours... but still. Why does something so amazing, have to be far away from me? Ya'll dont get how much I want to be with him, I don't even think HE knows how much I want to be with him. He's coming to see me again this month (hopefully) and I'm going to spend about a week or so with him over the summer... and who knows, maybe it'll progress from there. We'll just see where God leads me.
I'm going to be a senior next year. How... weird. It's just, weird. My high school life has gone by so freakin' fast. I remember my first day at school as a freshman. Hell.. I ever remember what I wore that day (which I can't believe I ever thought about wearing, it was hideous). I remember being friends with Seniors, and just thinking to myself "damn, they are graduating, they are so old, they get to do anything they want, I can't WAIT to be a senior". Yeah well... the feeling is still there. I mean, I'm not old, and I can already do pretty much what I want, but... I can't wait for it to all be done with. I understand I'll miss everyone, but I mean... just think of all the drama and grief we won't have to put up with. Ugh, people at my school annoy me. I barely hang out with anyone from there anymore.
Ok well, I'll update soon :)