May 05, 2004 23:17
i have three more finals, and i think i might die before then. i just want the semester to be over. i'm not too worried about my upcoming finals, but i just want them to be finished.
i killed a monster spider yesterday in my kitchen. i was drying some dishes, and i saw it crawling on the wall. of course i freaked out, thinking about it jumping on me. but then it started crawling up near the cabinets, and i couldn't see it anymore. but then it came back. so i ran upstairs and grabbed a shoe, ready to kill that sucker. i got a chair so i could reach it, but every time i went to smash it, it looked at me. i thought maybe it was just a coincidence the first time, but then every time i tried to climb up on the chair to get it, it turned and looked at me. seriously. he knew i was afraid of him, and he was just teasing me. then he crawled back toward the cabinets, so i lost my chance. but then he had the nerve to start climbing on the ceiling. i knew if i didn't get him then, he would probably jump on my head. so i got the broom from the closet and hit him with it while he was on the ceiling. he fell to the counter and then to the floor, i screamed, hit him repeatedly with the broom, and then grabbed my shoe and squashed the crap out of him. i hate spiders. he had freakin fur on his legs....i could see it because he was so big. last night i had a dream about him, except it wasn't just him. his whole family was there, and they were taking over my house. i had to spray them with bug spray until they died. it was quite frightening.
ummm, ok.
my mom and i are going to a Mother's Day breakfast at my aunt's church on Saturday. it should be fun since i'll be with my family. my mom will be with her mom, and i'll be with mine. i feel bad because i can't afford to get my mom anything nice. she deserves it, but the budget's just not there right now. so, instead, i'm gonna be crafty. i found my favorite picture of us from when i was younger, and i'm going to enlarge it and then decorate a frame to put it in. it's not the best present, but it's the best i can do. for now.
i'm hoping to go back to work next semester. i would really, really love to. i enjoyed my job so much, and i miss it so much. i'll just have to wait and see though.
well, i suppose i should go study a bit before bed.