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I hate myself for not being enough... i hate myself for not being all he needed... i hate myself that im not pretty enough... i hate myself that im not smart enough... i hate myself that im so naive... i hate myself that i let it happen again... i hate myself for caring so much... i hate myself for loving... i hate myself for trusting... i hate myself for letting this happen to me again...i hate myself for letting him get away with it... i hate myself for letting him lead me on... i hate myself for wanting to be with him anyways... i hate myself for not wanting to be with out him... i hate myself for all the crying... i hate myself for staying with him... but i know i would hate myself more if i left him. How often does love come around... im going to work at this one until i know for a fact whats going on until i know for a fact that nothing can be done.
u don't get a smooth road to walk on. and this is where i put on my hiking boots...
u don't get a smooth road to walk on. and this is where i put on my hiking boots...