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Its funny how i can give a friend advice and send them in the right direction, the direction towards getting his life back in order. And i send myself in the opposite direction. towards total distruction.i feel it happening. i see what im doing to myself. no one else does but i do its more harm then good.
I think sometimes im such a good listener for a couple of reasons one being because i've been through a lot of stuff during my life time so ik what they are going through and can relate in some cases and 2 being because i take other peoples pain. i didn't realize it till just now when i was talking to a friend about some of his problems and as he got more and more happier part of me got more down. idk its just a wierd feeling.... idk maybe im completely off base
I think sometimes im such a good listener for a couple of reasons one being because i've been through a lot of stuff during my life time so ik what they are going through and can relate in some cases and 2 being because i take other peoples pain. i didn't realize it till just now when i was talking to a friend about some of his problems and as he got more and more happier part of me got more down. idk its just a wierd feeling.... idk maybe im completely off base