Monroe
Ok, so I'm going out to Monroe with Crystal today. I don't really know why. Some part of my says that she's using me for sex. That really hurts. Another part of me however, loves the attention I'm getting from the person I love. It's very difficult. I'm going to ask her tonight what she really wants from me. I'm very confused and I wish life wasn't so complicated. Anyways, I should probably get some sleep.