3 more days
So its almost christmas. YAY! The last few days have been a blasst. I have spend pretty much every waking hour with Bridgette. Yesterday i also spend tiem babysitting my cousins and we played hide and seek. Haha its alot of fun to play that in a frikin mansion, i could actually hide and not be found. It was awsome. I felt like a kid again.
And then last night i went to Bridgette's with her and her boyfriend and her brother and we had margaritas and played eucer and then watched some tv/movis, we kept switching so we watched a little bit of alot of things. It was fun!
Now today i have to run to work for 10 seconds to give a christmas present to someone and then im just hanigng out at my house all day. Woo hoo. Im excited about that.
Then tomarrow Jeff comes home. I dont know how thats going to go over. With all the shit that has been going on he promised me he would change and that he was goig to try really really hard to get me back, and yet hes giving me more greif then he is doing anything to make me happy. I want to be happy with him more than anything. I want us to be happy and ok and me be a great gilrfriend and him be a great boyfriend, but i feel like thats never going to happen. I cant be fully comitted to making him happy if he cant do anything to make me happy. GRRRRRRRR
Anyway yea today will be a good day! I might hang out with Andrew for a little while, that would be cool. But whatever. Ill write later.
Things are going pretty good right now and i hope they get better!
And then last night i went to Bridgette's with her and her boyfriend and her brother and we had margaritas and played eucer and then watched some tv/movis, we kept switching so we watched a little bit of alot of things. It was fun!
Now today i have to run to work for 10 seconds to give a christmas present to someone and then im just hanigng out at my house all day. Woo hoo. Im excited about that.
Then tomarrow Jeff comes home. I dont know how thats going to go over. With all the shit that has been going on he promised me he would change and that he was goig to try really really hard to get me back, and yet hes giving me more greif then he is doing anything to make me happy. I want to be happy with him more than anything. I want us to be happy and ok and me be a great gilrfriend and him be a great boyfriend, but i feel like thats never going to happen. I cant be fully comitted to making him happy if he cant do anything to make me happy. GRRRRRRRR
Anyway yea today will be a good day! I might hang out with Andrew for a little while, that would be cool. But whatever. Ill write later.
Things are going pretty good right now and i hope they get better!