DAMNIT
AHHH, so yea Jeff leaves friday. :( im gonna cry. I was at his house yesterday and i kept having to walk away because i kept crying. I dont want him to be so far away. :( and everyone that i talk to about it keeps saying o well you have to realize that its very un likley that he will be faithfull that whole time. o well THANKS? but anyway I HOPE things will be ok but there is alot bugging me about it. Like the fact that he wont talk about anything srious and therefore when he leaves im going to feel like we havent agreed on anything so therefore i cant expect anything. Which i hate but o well i cant force him to want anything. So anyway we are hanging out tonight for the last time just the 2 of us. I guess all we are doing is going out to dinner and then i will take him home. :( anyway life frikin sux and I hate it but o well
BYE
BYE