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This week has been very eventful. I took the love of my life to a concert, Muse, for his birthday. It was actually really awesome even though I barely knew the music. We had a good time. Then next day was his last hockey game before playoffs. He did a good job and I was proud of him :) Then the next day was his actual birthday. I had to work late but went to see him and things ended up kind of rough and I felt terrible about it. We hung out with his parents and he talked me into staying extra late when they went to bed and we started talking about ex's. The next day was really hard for both of us. Wednesday was St. Patrick's day and we didn't go out, we spent some alone time. He made some really yummy chicken and spaghetti for dinner. Thursday we went to see the Aquabats! It was really fun! He liked it but said they were goofy, which is true. He recognized a couple of songs too lol. Then Friday was Motorcity Josh, the same band we saw for his Dad's birthday. THey didn't play as well as last time, but the one bad singer guy didn't sing this time, and we had a lot of fun and good dinner with his family in Royal Oak so it was cool. His Dad called Erin on the way home and said we were going to their house to party and she said no because it was bedtime, plus Hayden was home sleeping. Well we went there anyway as a joke and it was pretty funny. I like his family, they are fun and I get along with them pretty well. Today is Saturday. I stayed home to get some stuff done but it didn't work out as well as I had hoped. I applied for one job, but it's in New York. I really want a job but the whole relationship thing and my sister being alone make it really scary. I took more stuff off my walls too, it's almost time to clean them but I still have probably an hour left of taking stuff down and then I have to put it all into a book. My room looks a lot different. I want to move things around again too. I'm trying to go through things too. It's so hard to manage time these days. I spend as much time with Jt as possible and I have to like talk myself into being away from him. I really want to live with him, but I'm not sure how bad. I kind of want to be married first. But I love him so much and it's so hard spending time away from him. Well he just got here so I goota go say hi :D