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WAHHHH Its Christmas break! **YAY** i think I slept weird b/c my neck hurts..but whatever. well I talked to matt last night. oo I didnt put the reason I was upset yesterday did I? well I called matt(on saturday) and he goes I cant talk right now as soon as he answered the phone..he was at some dance thing..and I can understand that he couldnt talk right then but when we got off the phone he did not say I love you he just goes bye. prolly cuz all his friends were there..he says that he was about to go out for something. idk I dont feel like explaining it all. and Matt I didnt say why I was really upset last night (although that other thing and person is bothering me too) b/c I didnt wanna argue..you always turn things around and make them my fault. I didnt want u to yell or get mad. I just wanted to have a decent conversation b/c as you know we havent exactly been talking that much. I know thats my fault but I hate it and I HATE you being mad at me! I cant stand it..thats why i didnt tell u everything I thought. I'm sorry. I wrote it all in that notebook thing so you'll read that soon. Look I really really love you so dont be upset when you call me later. I really dont wanna talk about this anymore just so you know. well I'll talk to everyone later!