Oct 02, 2005 19:02
a lot of things are going through my head.
i just don't understand why i can't drink like other people. i just want to be normal and be able to be like everyone else. but for some reason when i drink i can't stop. i don't know why but i just keep going and get shitfaced. it just sucks so much. i hate it b/c i want to be normal.
i hate being an alcoholic.