106 Weeks since my last entry
So in case you missed it.. Jason and I have been separated for almost two years now. We get along great though. He truly is an amazing father and I could have never wished for anything better. I also finally moved out and have been living in my own apartment since March.
The kids are amazing. They truly are their own little people. Mallorie will be starting school in the fall and Josiah is going to play football this year if I have anything to say about it. Mallorie cheered last year and had an awesome time. Who would have thought I'd be filling the cheer mom roll?
Work is - work. I've been working at CASCI for almost a year now. I don't mind the job, but my department is a joke. I'm really not going to go in to it.. if you work there with me, I'm sure you understand.
I've been seeing my Indian, Ted (deepak), for a year and a half now. That's going as well as to be expected.
It has been brought to my attention that some people have a problem with the fact that I have a boyfriend and a husband. I think they're just jealous. I'm not the first to do it, I'm just open about it. This is what works for me and my family right now. I say fuck what they think. My healthy, happy children speak for the situation every day.
I have been going through a mental breakdown of sorts. I really don't understand it I just feel so wound up and manic these days. I'm doing what I can to remedy that. I know there are outside factors to it, but I also feel there is an actual chemical imbalance there as well.
I'm trying really hard to balance what feels like a million things between work, the children, and just running a household in general. Who ever said being an adult is hard was right. It seems every day brings challenges that are harder than the day before.
In all though, I have a lot going on right now to be happy about and thankful for. My babies amaze me every day. I have met some of the most wonderful people at CASCI and have some wonderful friends.
If we aren't already, let's be friends on myspace. I'm too lazy to post pictures here so you can see what's going on with the kiddies. www.myspace.com/margaretlavender.
I still read livejournal faithfully though. I know I should comment more, but I'm still around.
The kids are amazing. They truly are their own little people. Mallorie will be starting school in the fall and Josiah is going to play football this year if I have anything to say about it. Mallorie cheered last year and had an awesome time. Who would have thought I'd be filling the cheer mom roll?
Work is - work. I've been working at CASCI for almost a year now. I don't mind the job, but my department is a joke. I'm really not going to go in to it.. if you work there with me, I'm sure you understand.
I've been seeing my Indian, Ted (deepak), for a year and a half now. That's going as well as to be expected.
It has been brought to my attention that some people have a problem with the fact that I have a boyfriend and a husband. I think they're just jealous. I'm not the first to do it, I'm just open about it. This is what works for me and my family right now. I say fuck what they think. My healthy, happy children speak for the situation every day.
I have been going through a mental breakdown of sorts. I really don't understand it I just feel so wound up and manic these days. I'm doing what I can to remedy that. I know there are outside factors to it, but I also feel there is an actual chemical imbalance there as well.
I'm trying really hard to balance what feels like a million things between work, the children, and just running a household in general. Who ever said being an adult is hard was right. It seems every day brings challenges that are harder than the day before.
In all though, I have a lot going on right now to be happy about and thankful for. My babies amaze me every day. I have met some of the most wonderful people at CASCI and have some wonderful friends.
If we aren't already, let's be friends on myspace. I'm too lazy to post pictures here so you can see what's going on with the kiddies. www.myspace.com/margaretlavender.
I still read livejournal faithfully though. I know I should comment more, but I'm still around.