its fucking 3:goody54AM. so basically 430 by the time i go to bed AGAIN. 2 nights in a row. and i had an easy finals week compared to the past.
all for this stupid media planning project for 7up plus. i havent had the shit. but now i never want it. bad memories.
when it was all said and done it was like 50some pages. :(
the project is only worth 50 points. basically 1 point per page. or 1 point per hour of my life i wasted on this shit. that i learned nothing about.
im sure there is something that we or i fucked up on in this assignment, but it was stressing me more out to keep looking over it after i printed it. and i mean 50pts. its a senior level class. just let us all pass and graduate.
group work blows. especially when your partner thinks you are so smart and has to get your approval on everything.
sometimes its just easier to do things alone.
i mean i shouldve learned this by now. its prolly why i am always on my own.
i feel so gross lately. like i think im skinnier but fatter. if that makes sense. i look the same. my watch is too big. but feel grosser. as i spent all tonight eating pizza, a bagel, cheetos, cookies and mountain dew. :( i need to start running or gym action. this is just ridic. and im so pale. but i am too lazy when i should go tanning. i hate feeling gross and ugg.
goodnews is tomorrow i will get my ass up. turn in this project. pick up my portfolio from my creative professor and hope i got an A in there. then AF 12-5.
then stop at the liquor store. and vodka rockstars or vodka tonics like WHOA while i watch top model and american idol and meet the barkers which isnt as good as newlyweds by a long run.
thursday is cinco de mayo. which i completely forgot about. 5/5/05. kinda cool. i wanna drink coronas with lime allllll day long.
but i work 12-5 again. then im either driving home to cbus or just chilling here and going to the ville this weekend. i still dont know.
i am doing the layout for the magazines that they give out to new freshman this summer for my internship. i had a meeting with my boss today about it. and i told her i want to emulate us weekly.
bc i mean its just so visually appealing and easy to read.
god im so glad summer is here. too bad its 39 degrees out. ill be 24 in less than a month. its weird like 5 years ago around this time i was getting ready to graduate high school with no idea really what was going to happen next. Now I'm in that same situ about to graduate college. what now???
i wanna have a party.
so cliche and laguna beach. but i think i wanna have a black and white party for my birthday.
mines jun 2. kellies is like jun 7. we wanna have a joint party on jun 4. like real nice shit.
liquor not a keg. and not hooch either. high class shit. and cool invitations.
oh holy hell. some jesus ish music just came on my itunes.
who knew i had this stuff. thats a sign i need to go to bed.
i cant handle churchy stuff now.
ciara was on direct effect tonight. and she and luda did 'oh' and i love that song. especially when she dances. but shes kinda weird looking. like kinda lanky tallish. kinda manly too?? but her songs are still good. she was talking about rapping tonight. that could be real hot. or real not. i hate sway though. i wanna tear off his tourbon and tape his mouth when he says "hello world"
i dont feel like doing nice links now. but check out
nivea f/ rasheeda- "quickie"
http://s50.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=308ISHHW4RO8W1RYJ3EP9YYWFWand
mobb deep f/ nas, jadakiss & jay-z "win or lose"
http://s38.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=0ZPIGUDEYA6SP05BUQIXF88APGoh and matt & albert i FINALLY found the actual mp3 of jacki o dissing the fox "tko" YAY!
http://s50.yousendit.com/d.aspx?id=3I39S4VMNU8UW0Y5LXH3WWBSSN