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i am still trying to figure out the hardest part of it all...
is it the fact that he doesnt want to kiss me anymore, or that i cant call him mine? or is the worst part that he wants to be my friend and that i have to see him everyday and hold a smile (mostly after ive been crying)? i am unsure.
but i am sure about one thing. i am sure that i HATE the way that ive spent the last few days. rounding up his stuff, trying to get the little reminders out of my room like washing my pillow case so it wont smell like him anymore. i hate that there are songs that i cant listen to and that there are jokes i cant say with other people...but im sure it will all pass...
it has to.
i am giving myself one month to be a crying/whining/pathetic ex...then im moving on. 1 month.
i hope.
is it the fact that he doesnt want to kiss me anymore, or that i cant call him mine? or is the worst part that he wants to be my friend and that i have to see him everyday and hold a smile (mostly after ive been crying)? i am unsure.
but i am sure about one thing. i am sure that i HATE the way that ive spent the last few days. rounding up his stuff, trying to get the little reminders out of my room like washing my pillow case so it wont smell like him anymore. i hate that there are songs that i cant listen to and that there are jokes i cant say with other people...but im sure it will all pass...
it has to.
i am giving myself one month to be a crying/whining/pathetic ex...then im moving on. 1 month.
i hope.