Dec 21, 2004 00:27
Heart means nothing. When you think with your heart it only gets you in trouble or ends up hurting you. Now I understand why Martial Artists have always said Mind, Body, and Spirit. Mind and Body are unified through repitition making moves instinct for when something happens. The Soul is the energy inside and only comes out when the Mind tells it to. Notice how they always leave out the heart. If your best friend attacks you with say, a knife, your not going to sit there and be like o he's/she's my friend and not do anything, you'll grab his wrist, take the knife away, and immobilize(as in wrist lock move, not break anything)him/her. Anyway, coming to this realization, It can be applied to all aspects in life. Heart clouds the mind and makes you lose focus, or... makes things seem worse than they really are.
Richard and I were sitting at PizzaVilla in the mall eating a pizza(go figure). He asked me if I ever showed emotion. My previous paragragh just made me think of that. I actually sad down and thought about it when I got home, and came to the conclusion that the reason i don't is because i always try not to think of myself. I don't like replying to people when they say thank you, it makes me feel uncomfortable because i am now, by politeness(courtesy), required to say your welcome for doing something i wanted to do. I didn't do it for others to recognize me, but because it felt right doing it for that person/people.
Anticipating the worse christmas break ever. The only way it could get worse now is if the same thing happens at my dad's that happened last chritmas......A drunken frenzy. That would actually cheer me up though, since it was quite hillarious seeing some relatives drunk. There are a couple of people I would like to see drunk, people are funny drunk.
Next semester is gonna be pretty easy, but should be fun.
Bowstaff Master, Nathan Lofton