what a day
I loved and hated today. It was weird because i get to spend time with Tracy every weekend but this time i didnt. it was the sadness.
Instead i spent the day with my little sister Vicky. I love that girl to death. I know for a fact that if she weren't alive i'd be dead. I wont kill myself because i dont want her to feel the pain i have felt. I cried today because i normally am rude to her and take her for granted...she has never held a grudge towards me. I wish everyone was like her. as forgiving and willing to be there no matter what.
Today one of my friends was mean to me and hurt my feeling...
I also met a new boy. He is the most adorable boy on this earth. I dont know him too well, but he treated me like he cared for me..that means something. I intend to get to know him better.
Instead i spent the day with my little sister Vicky. I love that girl to death. I know for a fact that if she weren't alive i'd be dead. I wont kill myself because i dont want her to feel the pain i have felt. I cried today because i normally am rude to her and take her for granted...she has never held a grudge towards me. I wish everyone was like her. as forgiving and willing to be there no matter what.
Today one of my friends was mean to me and hurt my feeling...
I also met a new boy. He is the most adorable boy on this earth. I dont know him too well, but he treated me like he cared for me..that means something. I intend to get to know him better.