cause when the cars and signs and the street lights light up the town..
last night i went to the movies with my sister and her friend jessica. on our way back home we got into a huge car accident. the car was completely gone but we somehow managed to get out of it without a scratch. I feel bad for Jessica because that car was her only mode of transportation. The cause of the accident was something that happened with her tire. We swerved to the left and the front of the car bounced off the center divider and we slid across 3 lanes. I have never been so awake in my entire life.
after everything was cleared up and i finally got to go home i was still extremely awake and hyper...and sadly i was annoyingly loving. I IMed the people on the top of my buddylist and told them I loved them. im glad to say i meant it for most.
Today I ran away from school with Chelsea and Tracy.fun times. Chelsea is so cute.
i baked cookies
i love the movie 13 going on 30
oh and my sister and i had an email fight...it was pretty hilarious.
i want to share it with all of you.she is one of those people you love to hate
her letter:
Well what is really amusing to me is the fact that you think that by sending me some mundane conversation about my favorite book is somehow going to erase the fact that rather than apologize for being the hypocrite asshole to me you have been since we last talked you have ignored me. So I'm sorry I'm not more amused by either of your conversations. Don't forget I'm not my dad, I'm not going to just ignore the topic and be done with it so if you have something to say to me it should have some substance about why me and you have not spoken, or you can just not bother.
my response:
haha that email was hilarious.
no i didnt send it to you as an attempt to erase the fact that im a hypocritical asshole. I wasnt trying to apologize either. like you said, it was about your favorite book. it was an interest of yours...
sorry i didnt follow the rules of the little silence game you like to play with all of us..i guess next time i find something youre interested in, i will just keep my mouth shut until i give you a good enough reason to talk to me.
i havent had a reason to apologize because instead of telling me why you were mad at me..you just stopped talking to me and i went along with it. do you even remember why you got mad at me in the first place? or did you forget and thats why you just decided to call me a "hypocrit asshole" I remember why i was upset with you...one time we were driving to the video store and you were upset with me that day for only you'd know why, and we were at a stop light and you said "why don't you just kill yourself, you would put everyone out of their misery." you may not remember this because i let it go, it hurt my feelings and i lost respect for you but i wasnt going to hold a grudge against you because judging from your experiences, holding grudges is absolutely pointless.
and then you got mad at me again a few days later and stopped talking to me. I didnt make an effort then because i was pissed too. we didnt talk because you had the problem, not me.
why don't you make some effort? you seem to play this game with everyone in the house, yet refuse to help make any of the situations better....
no, everyone MUST crawl back to liz. because how could she have done something wrong? it is never an equal effort...always the other persons fault...never elizabeth's.
ooh i ignored you? are talking about all those times you tried to talk to me? oh wait, you never did.
you knew damn well that i've been willing to talk to you. I've made several attempts. what's your response? always a dirty look and a quick answer. please dont deny it, if you already arent trying to help at least admit what you did do.
after everything was cleared up and i finally got to go home i was still extremely awake and hyper...and sadly i was annoyingly loving. I IMed the people on the top of my buddylist and told them I loved them. im glad to say i meant it for most.
Today I ran away from school with Chelsea and Tracy.fun times. Chelsea is so cute.
i baked cookies
i love the movie 13 going on 30
oh and my sister and i had an email fight...it was pretty hilarious.
i want to share it with all of you.she is one of those people you love to hate
her letter:
Well what is really amusing to me is the fact that you think that by sending me some mundane conversation about my favorite book is somehow going to erase the fact that rather than apologize for being the hypocrite asshole to me you have been since we last talked you have ignored me. So I'm sorry I'm not more amused by either of your conversations. Don't forget I'm not my dad, I'm not going to just ignore the topic and be done with it so if you have something to say to me it should have some substance about why me and you have not spoken, or you can just not bother.
my response:
haha that email was hilarious.
no i didnt send it to you as an attempt to erase the fact that im a hypocritical asshole. I wasnt trying to apologize either. like you said, it was about your favorite book. it was an interest of yours...
sorry i didnt follow the rules of the little silence game you like to play with all of us..i guess next time i find something youre interested in, i will just keep my mouth shut until i give you a good enough reason to talk to me.
i havent had a reason to apologize because instead of telling me why you were mad at me..you just stopped talking to me and i went along with it. do you even remember why you got mad at me in the first place? or did you forget and thats why you just decided to call me a "hypocrit asshole" I remember why i was upset with you...one time we were driving to the video store and you were upset with me that day for only you'd know why, and we were at a stop light and you said "why don't you just kill yourself, you would put everyone out of their misery." you may not remember this because i let it go, it hurt my feelings and i lost respect for you but i wasnt going to hold a grudge against you because judging from your experiences, holding grudges is absolutely pointless.
and then you got mad at me again a few days later and stopped talking to me. I didnt make an effort then because i was pissed too. we didnt talk because you had the problem, not me.
why don't you make some effort? you seem to play this game with everyone in the house, yet refuse to help make any of the situations better....
no, everyone MUST crawl back to liz. because how could she have done something wrong? it is never an equal effort...always the other persons fault...never elizabeth's.
ooh i ignored you? are talking about all those times you tried to talk to me? oh wait, you never did.
you knew damn well that i've been willing to talk to you. I've made several attempts. what's your response? always a dirty look and a quick answer. please dont deny it, if you already arent trying to help at least admit what you did do.