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im officially 100% strait edge, never again will i drink after last night.. pure fucking redickulousness. all i did was take care of everybody. i cant deal with that kindof stress anymore i just cant. taking care of my love is one thing cuz its not hard but fucking trying to get people to stop hurting themselves and all that other bullshit i cant deal with, and i wont i refuse too. i guess this whole mess is all my fault anyways if it wasnt for me nobody would have been drinking... i dont even know what to write anymore. fuck