Apr 26, 2005 11:33
I woke up this morning and my throat hurt really bad, plus I didn't fall asleep until 3:30 or 4. That was gay. I called dad and he didn't mind if I stayed home, which is one thing that I love about him. I really shouldn't miss any more days in 1st hour but I woke up and was like, hey, I don't really give a fuck. I wish this year was over. Just skip to prom, then straight to graduation. The summer will be here and there will be good times with people new and old. Maybe I'll even find a worth-while summer fling for myself. That would be fun. For the record everyone, I am retarded. I've decided. I need to come up with a way to spend my time more wisely. And not by drowning myself in work. I don't know what I need actually. If I did, I probably wouldn't be in this situation. Or maybe I do know, and that's the reason I'm in the situation in the first place. I don't fucking know.
A crown of gold.
A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.