think of a happy place, think of a happy place...
Wow, i just felt that it was absolutely necessary that i update my journal, simply because there's just way too much negative energy on my friends page. i'm really sorry you guys, i can definitely identify with most of your feelings. you know, liz. lol i think everything youve said to me about everything, ive felt so far (recently, even). i know it doesnt feel good right now, but i know you can overcome it. my advice is to either, do like i said earlier and just make him miss you by telling him youre totally done with him (but you have to actually stick with the doneness), or be sickeningly nice to him and just pretend like nothing he says phases you at all. just grin and bat your beautiful eyes at him, all the while imagine killing him, or worse, mutilating his genitals. theyre useless anyway, with those tits he has. speaking of which, if you do the sickeningly nice one, be sure to get him something for v-day...like a bra...in an obscenely large size...oh that would be great. but anyway, on a light note, today was my birthday and i had quite a bit of fun. i went tanning with sarah again, but not before going to her house and eating all of her good food. i'm excited i got a month. and im actually getting some color which is more than i expected. i can pretty much say with confidence that sarah is gonna have one hot date for snowcoming. and im super excited for my birthday party cuz im pretty sure that most of the people i invited are coming. and more people are coming on time than i expected too. and matt's coming, yay! i was gonna kick his ass if he didnt tho. i went to my work for dinner with my dad, his girlfriend, my sister, sarah, my aunt, uncle, and cousin, tonight. first of all, the owner came and talked to me about turning 18 and stuff and he was really nice (he usually doesnt address me personally), and then all the servers, cooks, and the bartender brought out a bunch of (free) desserts, 1 with a candle in it, and sang happy birthday to me. it was so cute, i love them. i got some gift certs, too...my favorite! anyway, see ya'll at school