Sounds meaningless, but the meaning's there
Stupidity is abundant. There is a "cornucopia" of it, if you will (lol, autumn). I know some people think I'm negative, but most of the time, I'm just in touch with reality. Some people could use a good reality check once in awhile. Why is that it takes losing something precious to realize how precious it was in the first place? Maybe, in some cases, losing it wouldn't make a difference at all. Not to anyone. It's a depressing thought, but I've come to think that it's the truth. Maybe for some, this all isn't as great as everyone else thinks it is, and maybe it's not their fault. Then again, maybe it is. Who's to be the judge of that anyway? I'm excited for summer. Not just because I'll be out of school and not for the reason that everyone probably thinks. I'm excited to get out.
Feel like every chance to leave is another chance I should have took.
Every minute is a mile.
I've never felt so hollow.
I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles.
My secrets for a buck.
Oh, and I'll miss you two at my open house, seeing as how you are the ones that I've been able to count on the past couple years. I'm not trying to make you feel worse, it just sucks that you both had to bail. Well, I guess 2 out of 4 isn't bad. Or maybe it's 2 out of 3, who really knows?
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Again, thank you for hearing me out, and I'm really glad we talked. I didn't make that comment to push you away...I'm sorry you don't understand why it's difficult for me. It's not you, you're not the problem. You're a great friend, and I don't think I could ask for better. I just over-analyze and think too much, and...well, I'm just me. I'm sorry, I wish this was easier for both of us, because I realize I must cause problems for you too by thinking the way I do. It is difficult, but without it would be worse.
Feel like every chance to leave is another chance I should have took.
Every minute is a mile.
I've never felt so hollow.
I'm an old abandoned church with broken pews and empty aisles.
My secrets for a buck.
Oh, and I'll miss you two at my open house, seeing as how you are the ones that I've been able to count on the past couple years. I'm not trying to make you feel worse, it just sucks that you both had to bail. Well, I guess 2 out of 4 isn't bad. Or maybe it's 2 out of 3, who really knows?
_*Edit*_
Again, thank you for hearing me out, and I'm really glad we talked. I didn't make that comment to push you away...I'm sorry you don't understand why it's difficult for me. It's not you, you're not the problem. You're a great friend, and I don't think I could ask for better. I just over-analyze and think too much, and...well, I'm just me. I'm sorry, I wish this was easier for both of us, because I realize I must cause problems for you too by thinking the way I do. It is difficult, but without it would be worse.