Feb 01, 2004 00:33
I'M SO SICK AND I WISH THAT SOMEONE LOVED ME ENOUGH TO TAKE CARE OF ME. CAUSE RIGHT NOW MY FEVER IS SO HIGH THAT EVEN I'M WORRIED. AND I JUST WANT TO CUDDLE INTO SOMEONE. AND NOT DO ANYTHING. I DON'T WANNA BE BABIED, I JUST WANT TO KNOW THAT SOMEONE ELSE IS THERE.
BUT ON A DIFFERENT NOTE:
OK so i've gotten myself into school. Today I slept till like 2:30 then woke up. Didn't do anything productive. And one would think that I would with school being only a few days away. I should have been out shopping for books and everything. But I wasn't. I actually went to see a musical. I was thinking about going out tonight. However It's not the same anymore. The last time I went out clubbing I was with Sue and I sweated my ass off in a sweater thing. I sweated the whole night. We watched the Drag show together, and it was the best one that the club has had in a long while form what I was told. I went back to Laura's and Brads that night and just crashed on my bed upstairs. I don't think i've ever danced that much. At the end of the night sweat was pouring off of me. I danced with Megans sister most of that night. Cause her little sister is totally straight. So I was ok danceing with her most of the night. Plus they do hip hop. Which i'm better at. But that's ok.. Sue's in classes the next few days so I don't expect her to call. And Laura and Brad left for Deleware the day after they dropped me back off in Hinesville. Brads father had a stroke. So they called me to tell me they were going back to Deleware. But that's ok.
I miss them. But it's not like i'm not going to see them again. They like me to much not to see me agian.
I’m not feeling well. I have a fever and My whole right side of my jaw is swollen. I might go to the hospital later. Cause it’s getting worse and worse. I got bite by a cat for the first time. And knowing my mothers history I think it might be “cat scratch fever” Which would totally suck. It’s the first time I’ve been bitten by one.
So Tomorrow I have a party to go to. And I’m not even sure if I’m going to go. Because I’ m not feeling well. As I said I’m in some pain can’t swallow and what not. So if I’m up for the party then I’ll be going. Other then that I’m hopping in the car and driving to get my school books. I will need them.
I’m so excited about school if I haven’t told you. I’ve always done great in school. I got 3 of the courses that I totally wanted. Those 3 being: 2 Soc classes (the death penalty, Gender and sexuality) and the 3rd being a PSY class. ( Into to Psych.) which isn’t that bad. Come on I’m a Gemini you get me into a class talking about the death penalty or anything else and you know I’m aceing it. Cause I’m going to make my point loud and clear… FRY THE BASTARDS! And then Gender and Sexuality.. oh come on don’t I know all about it.? I’m a freak after all. Hell I wish I didn’t know everything that I did. And then intro to PSY. Whatever.. too easy.
I have drill next weekend. Finally get to meet everyone in my company. Which is going to be great. It was going to be this weekend however they called me at home to tell me that it was changed because of the super bowl. I was like oh great. Because of a game. Hell you can’t blame them. I might just being going to a party anyways.
OK well I’m sick and I’m thinking HOSPITAL.. so you can tell I’m really not feeling well. But I have a golfball on my neck. And a fever. So I’m going to lay down make sure that someone keeps an eye on me later. Not like it matter. Cause I’m on the couch again. So whatever. Good night.. and pray that I don’t get worse while I sleep. Cause I’m in so much pain I’ve taken benadrill and that hasn’t worked so I’m taking 2 tyelonal and then 2 seroquel and going to bed. See ya later.!