Bugger OFF
OK so it has come to my knowledge that people are getting pissed off at the things that I write. And as a new friend keeps useing the term so will I. BUGGER OFF! If you don't like what I have to say then STOP FUCKING READING IT! Duh it's not all that hard. But you can't sit there and tell me you won't "JUMP" when I tell you to. Which I never said jump. But you can't expect me to turn and Jump cause you say so.
Hell I've been "cencered" (as Sheena would say) for a long ass while. And you know what here's to bad relationship :tips glass to Sheena: and to the hopes of life alone.
But to think that i'm going to cencer me? Hello this is my life. I'll talk about what I want. And obvisouly you mean something to me to be talking about. But you know what i'll go around like I did the first few months and just refer to you as SHE or HER. Cause i've made you a big part of my life.. And I shouldn't have.
For so long you've asked me to cast you to the side. And you know what that's just what I did last night. Your not in my life. hell you haven't been for a long long while. It's just me trying to save nothing. Nothing yeah I said it. Your like everyone else in NY. Nothing.
Casting you aside just like I did my family or the main part of the "friends" back home that I had. Cause in real life I don't need you. I was happier when you didn't exsist in my life. Your just a dream. Sometimes you were a good one but sometimes you were a bad one.
You know what you could learn a lot from me. Why don't you learn to stop limiting yourself. I have. This is my little place to rant. And the best thing is.. Although i'm feeling pissy and what not today. tomorrow is a bright day and I might decided to post something Pos. Who the freak knows.
You've got something to say hell be a big person and Comment and don't be scared to leave a name or what you LJ is.
Ever little effert I put forward you delete. You should take that LJ i made you and change the Password back to my SSN so that I can use it. I'll delete all your INFO. At least i'll use the fucking thing. Or hell maybe you have used it. which i doubt you have.. and if you have why don't you stop cencoring yourself.
Albert Einstein once said that the whole point of a journal was because people subconsciously wanted for someone to read what they wrote. And you know what it's the truth.
Read it.. understand that i'm not a great person and you know what.. I don't strave to be perfect. Perfects for Angels and Christ. And me i'm just as the LJ says.. Nothing but a fallenangel and i never have pertended to be anything but. And I never will. I'm me just plain ole fucking me.. I'm here to make hearts and break hearts. That's it.. that's my goal...
I don't want love and I don't need it.
So this is for everyone in the LJ world or anyone who still read this... mom, julie, lisa, and one and everyone... If you think I have feelings your wrong.. I don't.. I don't care anymore. If i hurt your feelings somewhere in the process of my life Fuck it and Drive on. I don't need you I don't want you. I've been the steping stone in so many lives.. today i make my choice and today your all rocks. I'm doing my stepping up in the world.
One day when you look back. Just remember me for the person I was. Cause today is a new day... and today I feel nothing...
What would make me happy in life right now... for you to leave me alone... that's it... happiness= Alone. SO plain and simple BUGGER THE FUCK OFF.
Hell I've been "cencered" (as Sheena would say) for a long ass while. And you know what here's to bad relationship :tips glass to Sheena: and to the hopes of life alone.
But to think that i'm going to cencer me? Hello this is my life. I'll talk about what I want. And obvisouly you mean something to me to be talking about. But you know what i'll go around like I did the first few months and just refer to you as SHE or HER. Cause i've made you a big part of my life.. And I shouldn't have.
For so long you've asked me to cast you to the side. And you know what that's just what I did last night. Your not in my life. hell you haven't been for a long long while. It's just me trying to save nothing. Nothing yeah I said it. Your like everyone else in NY. Nothing.
Casting you aside just like I did my family or the main part of the "friends" back home that I had. Cause in real life I don't need you. I was happier when you didn't exsist in my life. Your just a dream. Sometimes you were a good one but sometimes you were a bad one.
You know what you could learn a lot from me. Why don't you learn to stop limiting yourself. I have. This is my little place to rant. And the best thing is.. Although i'm feeling pissy and what not today. tomorrow is a bright day and I might decided to post something Pos. Who the freak knows.
You've got something to say hell be a big person and Comment and don't be scared to leave a name or what you LJ is.
Ever little effert I put forward you delete. You should take that LJ i made you and change the Password back to my SSN so that I can use it. I'll delete all your INFO. At least i'll use the fucking thing. Or hell maybe you have used it. which i doubt you have.. and if you have why don't you stop cencoring yourself.
Albert Einstein once said that the whole point of a journal was because people subconsciously wanted for someone to read what they wrote. And you know what it's the truth.
Read it.. understand that i'm not a great person and you know what.. I don't strave to be perfect. Perfects for Angels and Christ. And me i'm just as the LJ says.. Nothing but a fallenangel and i never have pertended to be anything but. And I never will. I'm me just plain ole fucking me.. I'm here to make hearts and break hearts. That's it.. that's my goal...
I don't want love and I don't need it.
So this is for everyone in the LJ world or anyone who still read this... mom, julie, lisa, and one and everyone... If you think I have feelings your wrong.. I don't.. I don't care anymore. If i hurt your feelings somewhere in the process of my life Fuck it and Drive on. I don't need you I don't want you. I've been the steping stone in so many lives.. today i make my choice and today your all rocks. I'm doing my stepping up in the world.
One day when you look back. Just remember me for the person I was. Cause today is a new day... and today I feel nothing...
What would make me happy in life right now... for you to leave me alone... that's it... happiness= Alone. SO plain and simple BUGGER THE FUCK OFF.