She squirms like the dog she is...
So this is Liz, yeah the one that i wrote about earlier in entree's saying she had the personality of a slut. I like most people gave her the benifit of a doubt. See i'm fucked up cause I think that all people are good by nature and that it's only circumstances that make people mean and make them turn. Yeah well only now am I learning that all people are bad by nature. The only time that humans turn good are when they are working for something. We lie, cheat and steal to keep what we have. However in order to poisses it in the begining we will be so honest, so loveing, to gain what we seak. Why then do we change? Why do we then Lie.? I'll never know. With Liz I moved to Ga and then like a snake who i'd only feed and petted she bite me. I've come to be bitten a lot lately. I've lost my family and the only home out side of the military that i've ever known. Hell I lost the military months ago. Although they still seam to think that i'm a reservest. But whatever. So Liz like the snake she is, told Lisa that when i'm out with out Lisa i'm a big flirt? What the Fuck? When i'm home and Lisa isn't around i'm the most unhappy person. However I do the usual rounds with the people I know. Checking up on them, finding out who Shayne is with and how that's going. Finding out why Kerri and Candice aren't talking or roommateing together anymore. Just being friendly. I hardly ever flirt and if I do it's with Gay men. Oh yeah does that really count though? I mean i'm never hooking up with a gay man. So I don't count that as flirting or at least that kind doesn't matter. Well not to me. But Liz goes and tells Lisa that i'm doing all this shit which so wasn't true. And now i'm all pissed. But whatever. Lisa doesn't trust me and there's nothing that I can do to make her understand that Liz is just another wedge. And of course Lisa will believe her over me because of my past. Bet this is my own absolution to myself. I know in my heart i've changed. I'm no longer the lier I use to be. But this is my little something to the rest of the world that i've changed. And you know what.. Ya'll don't have to believe me, because it only matters what I know now. Liz= Lier Mari=truth. SO FTW and read on.
Greatsmile6963: Hi
FallenAngel13f: i'm not talking to you, I don't befriend liers
Greatsmile6963: Mari I didnt lie
Greatsmile6963: I misunderstood Lisa
FallenAngel13f: no you didn't...
FallenAngel13f: you fuckin told her that when i'm with you i flirt with everyone.. what the fuck..
FallenAngel13f: when i'm with lisa i flirt with her.. but when i'm not with her i don't flirt.. fuck the only reason i've gone out id because you or michelle where like please please please.
Greatsmile6963: But I know ur mad at me so Ill make this short...Im moving to my own apt on Feb 1st, I just bought a new car...
Greatsmile6963: I dont even know if youre coming back
FallenAngel13f: i was going back until you did all this shit..
Greatsmile6963: what shit?
FallenAngel13f: you fuckin lied and for what reason i'm not even sure.
Greatsmile6963: Mari I was nothing but nice to you
Greatsmile6963: 'What LIE??
FallenAngel13f: I had to go home to fix this shit with lisa cuase she thinks' i've starting lieing again
Greatsmile6963: That you fucked Laura, u told her that yourself
FallenAngel13f: no you told lisa that it was more then that
FallenAngel13f: which it so wasn't
Greatsmile6963: I told her that my opinion of holding her on the beach was more than a fuck
Greatsmile6963: nothing more
Greatsmile6963: an OPINION Mari
Greatsmile6963: thats all it was
Greatsmile6963: I am very sorry, that Lisa took it as a fact
Greatsmile6963: and Im sorry I lost you as a friend
FallenAngel13f: I didn't walk on the beach with laura like that... i only told you that i was hooking up with laura to keep you as a friend.. cause even now your still showing way to much emotion towards me
FallenAngel13f: and i read your fucking email.. that you wrote lisa.. yeah i was there that day.. the one saying you weren't going ot be friends with me anymore
FallenAngel13f: you fuckin told me one thing and then told her another.
FallenAngel13f: You've got her thinking that i'm seeing someone down here and that i'm fucking god knows how many people.
FallenAngel13f: and i'm not.. i'm down here depressed as all fuck
FallenAngel13f: waiting for her to show some signs of trusting me again so i can go back home
FallenAngel13f: and what little trust i did get back you just trashed them.
FallenAngel13f: where was your fucking friendship then?
Greatsmile6963: the email about not being friends with you?.I told her that I didnt want you to yell at me like you did on the phone that night, and that I didnt want to put up with that. Mari...Im sorry I cant say it enough... but you misunderstood that letter.
Greatsmile6963: I dont know what else to say...Ive tried to get you 2 back together
FallenAngel13f: no you haven't
FallenAngel13f: you've done verything to get her into hateing me
Greatsmile6963: I drove you up to Saratoga to see her, I cried with you about the truth and the pain you went through...I sent you gifts on XMAS kuz I didnt think youd get much from your fam....I say one thing and all that means nothing, I dont know what to do anymore
FallenAngel13f: I would have been home in Feb just like I said.. but no i'm stuck in depressing ass GA trying to regain that little ground i had before you did this shit.
FallenAngel13f: yeah one thing..
FallenAngel13f: what did i tell you?
FallenAngel13f: i'd have you as a friend but you never fuck with lisa.. didn't i tell you that.
Greatsmile6963: yes
FallenAngel13f: fuck how many times did i tell you not to come between us.
Greatsmile6963: I didnt mean to come between you
FallenAngel13f: but you did.
Greatsmile6963: I did everything in my power to talk to her and try to get ehr to call you and talk and make up
FallenAngel13f: and then when i talked to you you said you were going to fix everything.. tell her the truth the real fucking truth and you didn't
FallenAngel13f: no you didn't liz
FallenAngel13f: you tryied to wedge her and i more
Greatsmile6963: dammit Mari I know you love her more than anything,. and I care about you, I still do
Greatsmile6963: I want u to be happy
FallenAngel13f: yeah well you done fucked up liz
Greatsmile6963: and I know that you are happy with her
FallenAngel13f: you ended what chance i had of being happy when you fucked with lisa
Greatsmile6963: fuck it...Im going to do something I should have done a long time
Greatsmile6963: ago
Greatsmile6963: bye
FallenAngel13f: tell me this ... who the fuck do i flirt with when we are out?
FallenAngel13f: answer that
Auto response from Greatsmile6963: I am away from my computer right now.
FallenAngel13f: who?
FallenAngel13f: yeah that's what i thought..
FallenAngel13f: you dont' even fucking know cause you lie
FallenAngel13f: stay the fuck away from me...
Greatsmile6963: Hi
FallenAngel13f: i'm not talking to you, I don't befriend liers
Greatsmile6963: Mari I didnt lie
Greatsmile6963: I misunderstood Lisa
FallenAngel13f: no you didn't...
FallenAngel13f: you fuckin told her that when i'm with you i flirt with everyone.. what the fuck..
FallenAngel13f: when i'm with lisa i flirt with her.. but when i'm not with her i don't flirt.. fuck the only reason i've gone out id because you or michelle where like please please please.
Greatsmile6963: But I know ur mad at me so Ill make this short...Im moving to my own apt on Feb 1st, I just bought a new car...
Greatsmile6963: I dont even know if youre coming back
FallenAngel13f: i was going back until you did all this shit..
Greatsmile6963: what shit?
FallenAngel13f: you fuckin lied and for what reason i'm not even sure.
Greatsmile6963: Mari I was nothing but nice to you
Greatsmile6963: 'What LIE??
FallenAngel13f: I had to go home to fix this shit with lisa cuase she thinks' i've starting lieing again
Greatsmile6963: That you fucked Laura, u told her that yourself
FallenAngel13f: no you told lisa that it was more then that
FallenAngel13f: which it so wasn't
Greatsmile6963: I told her that my opinion of holding her on the beach was more than a fuck
Greatsmile6963: nothing more
Greatsmile6963: an OPINION Mari
Greatsmile6963: thats all it was
Greatsmile6963: I am very sorry, that Lisa took it as a fact
Greatsmile6963: and Im sorry I lost you as a friend
FallenAngel13f: I didn't walk on the beach with laura like that... i only told you that i was hooking up with laura to keep you as a friend.. cause even now your still showing way to much emotion towards me
FallenAngel13f: and i read your fucking email.. that you wrote lisa.. yeah i was there that day.. the one saying you weren't going ot be friends with me anymore
FallenAngel13f: you fuckin told me one thing and then told her another.
FallenAngel13f: You've got her thinking that i'm seeing someone down here and that i'm fucking god knows how many people.
FallenAngel13f: and i'm not.. i'm down here depressed as all fuck
FallenAngel13f: waiting for her to show some signs of trusting me again so i can go back home
FallenAngel13f: and what little trust i did get back you just trashed them.
FallenAngel13f: where was your fucking friendship then?
Greatsmile6963: the email about not being friends with you?.I told her that I didnt want you to yell at me like you did on the phone that night, and that I didnt want to put up with that. Mari...Im sorry I cant say it enough... but you misunderstood that letter.
Greatsmile6963: I dont know what else to say...Ive tried to get you 2 back together
FallenAngel13f: no you haven't
FallenAngel13f: you've done verything to get her into hateing me
Greatsmile6963: I drove you up to Saratoga to see her, I cried with you about the truth and the pain you went through...I sent you gifts on XMAS kuz I didnt think youd get much from your fam....I say one thing and all that means nothing, I dont know what to do anymore
FallenAngel13f: I would have been home in Feb just like I said.. but no i'm stuck in depressing ass GA trying to regain that little ground i had before you did this shit.
FallenAngel13f: yeah one thing..
FallenAngel13f: what did i tell you?
FallenAngel13f: i'd have you as a friend but you never fuck with lisa.. didn't i tell you that.
Greatsmile6963: yes
FallenAngel13f: fuck how many times did i tell you not to come between us.
Greatsmile6963: I didnt mean to come between you
FallenAngel13f: but you did.
Greatsmile6963: I did everything in my power to talk to her and try to get ehr to call you and talk and make up
FallenAngel13f: and then when i talked to you you said you were going to fix everything.. tell her the truth the real fucking truth and you didn't
FallenAngel13f: no you didn't liz
FallenAngel13f: you tryied to wedge her and i more
Greatsmile6963: dammit Mari I know you love her more than anything,. and I care about you, I still do
Greatsmile6963: I want u to be happy
FallenAngel13f: yeah well you done fucked up liz
Greatsmile6963: and I know that you are happy with her
FallenAngel13f: you ended what chance i had of being happy when you fucked with lisa
Greatsmile6963: fuck it...Im going to do something I should have done a long time
Greatsmile6963: ago
Greatsmile6963: bye
FallenAngel13f: tell me this ... who the fuck do i flirt with when we are out?
FallenAngel13f: answer that
Auto response from Greatsmile6963: I am away from my computer right now.
FallenAngel13f: who?
FallenAngel13f: yeah that's what i thought..
FallenAngel13f: you dont' even fucking know cause you lie
FallenAngel13f: stay the fuck away from me...