So Sick Of the On and Off Days!!

[goodolghetto]

Wow... I am getting sooo sick of one day being pissed and feeling like shit and the next happy and content. I wish my days were consistent and that things weren't so hectic all the time. Can't I be normal!? Ahh!! So anyway, I have been writing in this thing a lot lately and no one ever comments... it upsets me :( I like getting comments, makes my day! haha... So today is Christmas Eve, and I have to get ready to go to my rich cousin's house in a little bit. It's funny cause all of my cousins are rich... and they all come from the same mom... hmm... what values were instilled in them?! haha.. just kidding, I love my family, it's just interesting how that worked out. Anyway... I am actually excited for Christmas this year, usually I'm not and it's just another holiday.. but for some reason I am excited to wake up tomorrow and open presents. Maybe it's because I didn't peek at any of them this year and everything will be a true surprise! Haha.. that makes it more exciting! The only thing I know for sure i got is make-up.. because I get that every year. Haha.. but it's ok... it's useful. :) I didn't buy anything for anyone except Shelley this year. I dont feel bad about it because I honestly dont have any money. It's all right, I will spring random gifts on people throughout the year and they will love it. It will be more special that way! haha.. Yes! Good idea Meghan! Brownie points! This break has been going pretty well I guess.. there's not much to do, but it's ok. There never is, I am getting used to it. Friday- I just hung out with Maze, Eric and Mike, just drove around, met up with Neiman and Wiegand.. then I went home. Saturday- We sat around at Jill's house, then went to Eric's in the hot tub.. I didn't go in, and then saw Bo for like 10 min while he went nuts and came to my house screaming and all this other crap! Oh well.. who cares now. Sunday- I had a game at the Palace and then went to the Pistons game, then afterwards we hung out at Jills; Me, Eric, Maze, Neiman, Mike, Wiegand and JT. Monday I didnt do much, just exchanged gifts with the girls... (Lubeck, Jill and I got Mazy a muzzle for Christmas.. haha!!) Then Maze and I went to Target, and then we went to Big Boy with Donovan Mineer and his sister's house out by Lakeside to get his Play Station. It was nice to see him again. Interesting college talk! :) Last night the coolest girl ever ( Chelsea Duhaime ) and I just drove around, listened to some cool music, stalked people and just did really cool stuff cause we are really cool people! Haha.. I love ya Chuch! Tomorrow is a tradition and after all the family stuff, Mazy will come over and spend the night, we wont do anything, just sit in my room and watch TV or something.. it's really great. Haha... all right, I need to start getting ready for tonight, so I will talk to you all later.. have a Happy Christmas and a Merry New Year!
P.S. I love you :)