Sweetest Day
I miss you, and I think about you EVERY day. I can't get rid of you and it's killing me. It eats at me every single day and I hate it. I hate the feelings, the thoughts, the worries, the cries, the unanswered calls and text messages. Even worse... I hate that I hate it because when I'm around you it makes me feel so good. But, it's okay, I havent been near you in months. That's the only good thing that comes out of this, maybe one day.... I'll get over it. I'm not getting my hopes up though... it's already been what? 10 months? PATHETIC. What am I doing? This is so stupid...