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its weird how you can be happy for so long and then all of a sudden things turn to shit. im feeling real shitty lately.. i need to perk up. me and olivia got robbed.. it sucked. and we apparently identified the wrong bitch. we suck. it was so scary. i saw my life flash before my eyes. my sissy had her baby.. my family has pretty much been my life lately. things with davis aren't going so well anymore. he didn't do anything wrong. hes actually quite confused as to why im acted so shady. im pretty confused as well.. i just want to be alone. like i really think everyone just sucks. like pretty much the entire human race is dissapointing me. i don't know. i need to get away for a while, maybe get in the loop with society or something. oh yeah, i also have a disgusting skin disease. im going to the doc tomorrow to hopefully get rid of it. its nasty. im stressin. bad. every time i speak my mind i get in a lot of trouble, i need to just learn to keep my mouth shut so i don't cause conflict anymore. it works so well. i hate being passionate about something because i feel like im never going to win in the end. i hate debates, i hate fighting, and i hate drama. and i really wish people would stop talking about my family and my sister. we are a lot stronger then you think we are. no one has any room to talk about the decisions shannon makes. yes, she got back with kyle. but if you were in her position, you would most likely do it to. everyone fucking makes mistakes. maybe a baby woke him up a bit. i don't know. there are some things that people shouldn't talk about. and i need to take that advice. sorry.