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I think I need a new job I have been really not liking it lately. My passion is still children, but I just don't get treated right here. I don't get paid nearly enough and the kids are starting to get really bad. I'm starting to crave older kids. I don't want 2 year olds anymore. My patience is getting worse and worse. I feel like I could work part time making the same amount of money as I do here.
On a much happier note I'm falling more and more for davis every second. We should have been together a long time ago. These butterflys don't ever go away, I'm not usually one to get mushy gushy with someone but its so hard not to with him. He's so god damn adorable. I can tell this is probably going to be a real success. It almost feels like magic when he's holding me. I'm holding back a lot just in case I end up making a fool out of myself in the end. He spills his heart out all the time and I usually don't say a word but he is secretly making me fall in love. I honestly haven't felt this crazy since my first love Alex fiala. I never got like this with stephen. Yes I loved him and cared about him but I never had this spark. Ugh okay I'm all done sorry guys.
On a much happier note I'm falling more and more for davis every second. We should have been together a long time ago. These butterflys don't ever go away, I'm not usually one to get mushy gushy with someone but its so hard not to with him. He's so god damn adorable. I can tell this is probably going to be a real success. It almost feels like magic when he's holding me. I'm holding back a lot just in case I end up making a fool out of myself in the end. He spills his heart out all the time and I usually don't say a word but he is secretly making me fall in love. I honestly haven't felt this crazy since my first love Alex fiala. I never got like this with stephen. Yes I loved him and cared about him but I never had this spark. Ugh okay I'm all done sorry guys.