Dec 22, 2007 01:27
stressed, and sick.
sweet deal, stephen and i are homeless for a week!
way to screw us over..
thank god we got our back up plan.
i hate hate hate christmas time, i always get sick. i always feel like shit. im always depressed.
i feel like im working so much. everyone gets days off next week. but me, i have to work. because if i don't work, i don't live. money is an issue. im glad i babysit or ill have to get another job. i made 60 bucks babysitting toniht for only 4 hours. my clients love me. and im glad they understand my arrangements.
im used to having vacations.. doing fun things for myself all the time.. but lately.. as in the pas half a year, im a scrub. i dont feell good about myself. everyone gets all these new clothes.. i get hand me downs. i can't even spend my christmas money on me. poor stephen. he works his ass off. god.
Im so phsyced on moving thoough. being able to be comfortable in my OWN HOME. sweet deal. I am a little bit worried that stephens brother might screw us over.. but roomates have to be easy to find.. right? I always got that karaaaa<3
Speaking of her! she totally just signed off without saying bye. that dumb bitch.
im waiting on a milkshake..
well i guess this is growing up.