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Does anyone know of a job thats hiring mornings and/or weekends? more money in the pocket would be grand..'
so hopefully in a week from saturday we move in to our new place. so stoked. im not so much emotionally there .. but atleast things in my life are happening. im having a case of the holiday blues.. i hate it. i get them every year.
and i have a confession.. its been 2 weeks since i took my meds.. and im withdrawling like crazy.. dont tell stephen. he will freak out.. i jsut need someone to tell.. i dont know why i just decided to stop taking them.. i don't have the money to pay for them.. ive tried to break up with stephen 8 times in the past 2 weeks. ive cried listening to songs. reading sad stories that i normally dont give 2 fucks about. my body is extremely tired. and im extremely fidgety. i remember i quit them cold turkey for like 4 months and like 183 mental breakdowns later my mom personally drove me to my doctor to get more. its weird, the feeling to actually need medicine. i need insurance :(
well i really love my puppy..
Is it gay that i bought him a shirt? the vet said i need to keep him warm.. its blue and it says rock star. :)
and i ordered him a collar.. and its too big :(:(:( bastard.
so i wanna have a housewarming party when we move in! whos down for a sleepover???
so hopefully in a week from saturday we move in to our new place. so stoked. im not so much emotionally there .. but atleast things in my life are happening. im having a case of the holiday blues.. i hate it. i get them every year.
and i have a confession.. its been 2 weeks since i took my meds.. and im withdrawling like crazy.. dont tell stephen. he will freak out.. i jsut need someone to tell.. i dont know why i just decided to stop taking them.. i don't have the money to pay for them.. ive tried to break up with stephen 8 times in the past 2 weeks. ive cried listening to songs. reading sad stories that i normally dont give 2 fucks about. my body is extremely tired. and im extremely fidgety. i remember i quit them cold turkey for like 4 months and like 183 mental breakdowns later my mom personally drove me to my doctor to get more. its weird, the feeling to actually need medicine. i need insurance :(
well i really love my puppy..
Is it gay that i bought him a shirt? the vet said i need to keep him warm.. its blue and it says rock star. :)
and i ordered him a collar.. and its too big :(:(:( bastard.
so i wanna have a housewarming party when we move in! whos down for a sleepover???