And the silicon chip inside her head has switched to "overload"...
I made someone at work cry today. It wasn't my intention, but I can't think of anything I would do or say differently. She called me this morning and started out the conversation with "I can't transition these accounts, because YOU didn't do this!"
Of course I HAD done what she was looking for, but had to spend almost an hour tracking down back-up documentation to prove it to her. She could just have easily gone on the system to verify everything was done - or looked in the file she had on her desk... but no, it was much easier to call me and make me do it (without the files!!) because I have so much more free time...
It's not even a proper rant. My heart's not in it. Because after I found out I made her cry, I just turned off:
**click**
It's kind of odd, actually... not something I'm used to. I. Just. Don't. Care. And I can sit here and watch myself not caring, and not care about that either. And it doesn't bother me, though I think it should...
It's too much to be that angry all the time. No one can live like that for long, I guess. I wonder what happens when the switch clicks back... I know its all there, under the surface. I just don't care.
Of course I HAD done what she was looking for, but had to spend almost an hour tracking down back-up documentation to prove it to her. She could just have easily gone on the system to verify everything was done - or looked in the file she had on her desk... but no, it was much easier to call me and make me do it (without the files!!) because I have so much more free time...
It's not even a proper rant. My heart's not in it. Because after I found out I made her cry, I just turned off:
**click**
It's kind of odd, actually... not something I'm used to. I. Just. Don't. Care. And I can sit here and watch myself not caring, and not care about that either. And it doesn't bother me, though I think it should...
It's too much to be that angry all the time. No one can live like that for long, I guess. I wonder what happens when the switch clicks back... I know its all there, under the surface. I just don't care.