Nov 26, 2005 17:20
I've got 12 days... tell my birthday (Had to recount) and I realize that I have pretty much no nothing to celebrate except for getting another year older. I am so sad. My best friend is going to Iraq and all I can think about is missing someone else. My life is going down the shitter. I haven't been going to school. I haven't been doing anything for my self. I am so off tract that I don't know how it get back on. I need help, but no one wants to help.
My life is over.
Good bye all... I think I am just going to leave Sacramento forever. I might move to LA with Lisa. She at least cares about me. Well, I am going to go where I can forget about everything in the past. After a year, Eric is coming back from Iraq. He said that he was going to go live in Nebraska. I might just go hang out with him for a while. Or I might go to LA. Maybe there I can get lucky and get into a car wreck that I won't walk away from.