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I just had a panic attack.
I think i might be having just one big one or many mini ones.
I keep getting weird pains in my stomach, feeling like im gonna puke, bawling my eyes out and breathing really quickly.
Why do i make myself so stressed out??
Ugh.
Problems:
1. College, im worried im not going to get it and i know where i wanna go but i think its for the wrong reasons.
2.No money, no car.
3. Rob's home for the weekend but going back tomorrow and i dont like how we never talk on the phone, only in texts or online. im having a really hard time with him being at college.
I find myself really paranoid even though i know nothing will happen, but theres always a thought in my mind. and i hate not being able to kiss or see him whenever i want.
4. SATs on saturday, i didn't do too great the 1st time, and have no idea what im doing still on that stupid test.
5. HUGE anatomy test on 3 different chapters, I've failed both the quiz and the test for the 1st chapter so im flipping out.
6.I work too much, every day during the school week isn't fun. and im fed up with my job.
7. I eat so much shit, i think im gaining weight so i wont eat for awhile then ill loose it, i yo-yo my weight so much i cant stand it.
8. I never sleep more then 4-5 hours a night. its making me too tired to function ever.
9. My room is a pig sty. im so sick of it yet i have absolutely NO motivation to clean it.
10. Being stressed out is stressing me out.
I think i might be having just one big one or many mini ones.
I keep getting weird pains in my stomach, feeling like im gonna puke, bawling my eyes out and breathing really quickly.
Why do i make myself so stressed out??
Ugh.
Problems:
1. College, im worried im not going to get it and i know where i wanna go but i think its for the wrong reasons.
2.No money, no car.
3. Rob's home for the weekend but going back tomorrow and i dont like how we never talk on the phone, only in texts or online. im having a really hard time with him being at college.
I find myself really paranoid even though i know nothing will happen, but theres always a thought in my mind. and i hate not being able to kiss or see him whenever i want.
4. SATs on saturday, i didn't do too great the 1st time, and have no idea what im doing still on that stupid test.
5. HUGE anatomy test on 3 different chapters, I've failed both the quiz and the test for the 1st chapter so im flipping out.
6.I work too much, every day during the school week isn't fun. and im fed up with my job.
7. I eat so much shit, i think im gaining weight so i wont eat for awhile then ill loose it, i yo-yo my weight so much i cant stand it.
8. I never sleep more then 4-5 hours a night. its making me too tired to function ever.
9. My room is a pig sty. im so sick of it yet i have absolutely NO motivation to clean it.
10. Being stressed out is stressing me out.