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[goodneckage]

everything's been weird lately -- and i'm not even sure if it's good weird. i mean, it just seems like i've been doing everything in third person. for a long time it seems like i haven't been doing anything and doing everything i have always wanted to do. i guess maybe i'm just afraid of making the wrong decisions.

i think i'll watch some tv and hope it takes my mind off things.