Jun 30, 2004 13:52
Its been awile since I have last posted & Im feeling its about time. It appears there has been alot of controvershial talks on friendship lately so let me spill my guts. There are alot of things in this world that have the ability to bring me down. First the way society has become sickens me, another big one is that I'm from kansas, if u didnt know u do now, well I don't exactly fit in there & the family doesnt exactly agree with anything I'm about wich makes it hard for me to get along & actaully know them including my parents even older sisters. It's hard but instead of understanding we just pretend it doesn't exsist. Wich suxs even more so, my grandmother, the one who understands & is soo briliant has cancer & She's not doing so goood. But this isnt really what this is about even though It tears me up. Theres one thing that wont bring me down & thats my friend's. Tru we dont always see eye to eye, but I love you all the same. You guys help keep me sane & feel important. This is for the few friends I have. I think its fucked up for anyone to doubt there friends. Because we are here for u more than u think, if u would take the time to let us know whats up. I guess I just wana thank the homies for being there for me because ur practically all i got, & thats more than I'll ever need. If u ever need a crying shoulder I hope u all know im here.
Oh ya .... i finally got sum more pics, check em out
RYan