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- moved into dorms on tues or weds, a bit overwhelming but going well, didnt get into teh apt that i wanted to but i am next door to it which is prob better this way i can have my own space. come visit!
-J L spoek to the guy she wants to set me up w, hes going to be havinga really stressful work week and wants to wait till the next week so he can give me the attention i deserve. i was so taken aback by that! like wow what a nice guy! i dont think i've ever had that! she said thats actually how nice he is, this could be excellent! wow.
-speaking of guys, spoke to phone guy, on phone. havent spoken to him (not im or phone) since moving into dorms. talked abt some things that needed to be talked abt. we also got into a heated convo, that almost turned into an argument, but was somewhat diffused by his saying "wow, are we like almost having an argument? im glad this isnt in person for fear that you might hit me" to which i said "yea it seems that way, good thing im Shomer and dont touch boys". he said he had been thinking abt how he was like the "except" (aka the only boy that im currently close w) and i told hm that after thinking abt it ive relized that there are other guys in my life right now that i might be getting close to and guys from my past that im reconnecting w. im not sure how i feel abt all that but thats another discussion. after the "fight" we had that akward silence and i tried to break it with humor to avoid feeling hurt/anger but i caught myself and told him to call me back in 10 minutes. he called back and things were bttr.
-abt the other guy ppl wanted to set me up w....S D the original person who wanted to set me up w him told me that she had gone out w him before going to sem and they broke up bc he didnt think it was appropraite for her tobe dating someone while in sem, which was the nice appropraite thing to do. there was some weirdness between them, neither was really sure what had happened and both were thinking that their ideas were correct but in reality werent, after much thought the 2 meet abt 2 weeks ago and discussed everything and got it all out in the open. she said she didnt tell me this earlier bc she wanted to know the whole story and really be honest w me, which i apprecaite. she warned me that he can be very closed off emotionally and that u really need to pull to get stuff out of him. im a bit worried about that. she said he also has some growing up tp do which is prob the reason why hes still not married. she also noted that his hashkafa might be a bit different from mine and she pointed out something that he did (that was well known) that i dont think is so kosher so thats something to think abt.
-in other news, I GOT A B+ IN ENGLISH!!!! she doesnt give a's and i was so worried abt this grade!!! B''H it all worked out. now im only missing one grade. my gpa is 3.7128 woohoo! im actually going to do the work in my hebrew classes this semster so i can get an a instead of b+ in those.
-so far seems like this semester will be hard but good. wish me luck!
love and faith
-J L spoek to the guy she wants to set me up w, hes going to be havinga really stressful work week and wants to wait till the next week so he can give me the attention i deserve. i was so taken aback by that! like wow what a nice guy! i dont think i've ever had that! she said thats actually how nice he is, this could be excellent! wow.
-speaking of guys, spoke to phone guy, on phone. havent spoken to him (not im or phone) since moving into dorms. talked abt some things that needed to be talked abt. we also got into a heated convo, that almost turned into an argument, but was somewhat diffused by his saying "wow, are we like almost having an argument? im glad this isnt in person for fear that you might hit me" to which i said "yea it seems that way, good thing im Shomer and dont touch boys". he said he had been thinking abt how he was like the "except" (aka the only boy that im currently close w) and i told hm that after thinking abt it ive relized that there are other guys in my life right now that i might be getting close to and guys from my past that im reconnecting w. im not sure how i feel abt all that but thats another discussion. after the "fight" we had that akward silence and i tried to break it with humor to avoid feeling hurt/anger but i caught myself and told him to call me back in 10 minutes. he called back and things were bttr.
-abt the other guy ppl wanted to set me up w....S D the original person who wanted to set me up w him told me that she had gone out w him before going to sem and they broke up bc he didnt think it was appropraite for her tobe dating someone while in sem, which was the nice appropraite thing to do. there was some weirdness between them, neither was really sure what had happened and both were thinking that their ideas were correct but in reality werent, after much thought the 2 meet abt 2 weeks ago and discussed everything and got it all out in the open. she said she didnt tell me this earlier bc she wanted to know the whole story and really be honest w me, which i apprecaite. she warned me that he can be very closed off emotionally and that u really need to pull to get stuff out of him. im a bit worried about that. she said he also has some growing up tp do which is prob the reason why hes still not married. she also noted that his hashkafa might be a bit different from mine and she pointed out something that he did (that was well known) that i dont think is so kosher so thats something to think abt.
-in other news, I GOT A B+ IN ENGLISH!!!! she doesnt give a's and i was so worried abt this grade!!! B''H it all worked out. now im only missing one grade. my gpa is 3.7128 woohoo! im actually going to do the work in my hebrew classes this semster so i can get an a instead of b+ in those.
-so far seems like this semester will be hard but good. wish me luck!
love and faith