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I can't stop thinking about it. If Joshua's home, then that mean's he's...
It means he's dead. I shouldn't have let this happen. It's all my fault.
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A whole year... It's strange how it doesn't feel that way. Just being in this place makes you lose perspective.
Everything in my life has just become stagnant. I'm not going anywhere. It feels just like home. All the worst parts of it, anyway.
Maybe that's the reason why I'm dreaming about that goddamn monster turning into Mr. T.
Jesus Christ.