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Aug 14, 2009 00:24

( Private | Hackable if your character is really that bored/concerned/curious enough to hack it )

brb bawwing, am i crazy?, alchemilla's finest, records of thought, idk my bff elle?, sirea's getting sick of alex's whiny bs, it's all my fault. i'm a failure., silent hill-type guilt, shit sucks, i just want to do something that matters, and now deep thoughts by alex shepherd, alex is a woobie, discordia, what's next a fucking ogre?, sob, sheva, there's no place like home, chris, pfc alex shepherd?, i hate this place, joshua, brb ditching, zelda, claire, tom

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[Private] (doopdoop late to party) sorighteously August 14 2009, 21:47:23 UTC

Alex, if there is aught you would ask of me, please do not hesitate. I will do what I can.

[Private] (nevar too late) goodlucksoldier August 14 2009, 22:09:18 UTC

Zelda, I...

I was just thinking out loud. I don't think this is something you can fix.

[Private] (Also hurrhurr yeah she's concerned enough to hack) sorighteously August 14 2009, 22:25:57 UTC

All the same...

You aren't alone, Alex.

[Private] (it makes him fuzzy :3 and Oedipus on her a little bit) goodlucksoldier August 14 2009, 22:42:31 UTC

That doesn't stop me from feeling like I am.

[Private] (He could start a club for him and Kadaj) sorighteously August 14 2009, 22:44:52 UTC

No, but it makes all the difference in dealing with it.

What is it that troubles you so?

[Private] (Yeah but then after a while they'd just fight over her and ruin the bromance) goodlucksoldier August 14 2009, 22:51:49 UTC

When I was...

Before I came...

Sometimes, I...

I'm not that much different from Tom. It's only a matter of time before I start hurting people, too.

[Private] (No silly, Kadaj has Jenova.) sorighteously August 14 2009, 23:03:40 UTC

Why do you say that?

[Private] (Jenova's not here :() goodlucksoldier August 14 2009, 23:07:34 UTC

Because it wouldn't be the first time it's happened.

[Private] (Try telling him that.) sorighteously August 14 2009, 23:09:27 UTC

Why does that mean it must happen again?

[Private] (No, I like living :x) goodlucksoldier August 14 2009, 23:21:35 UTC

I keep blacking out and waking up in weird places, and the other night I went after Discordia. I can't remember anything from those times.

The last time this happened, I was in the hospital... and half of my memories weren't real. I just made them up to block out something terrible I did. Sometimes I wonder if it's just history repeating itself.

[Private] (No, I like living :x) sorighteously August 14 2009, 23:30:04 UTC

What could we do to prevent or aid this, Alex?

Does anyone else know?

[Private] goodlucksoldier August 14 2009, 23:33:13 UTC

I don't know.

Claire, Tom, Chris, and Elle all know about the past. No one knows that it's been happening again.

[Private] sorighteously August 15 2009, 02:20:06 UTC

What made it stop?

[Private] goodlucksoldier August 15 2009, 02:29:55 UTC

I don't know. It's like I just... woke up one day.

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