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there is one lesson that is becoming harder to learn than the all the rest put together:
no matter how much you love someone, you can't always save them. they have to make their own mistakes and ruin their own happiness. you can be there and tell them you love them until you can't say it anymore but sometimes no matter how loud you yell they won't hear it. you can be willing to die for their happiness but sometimes it won't help. sometimes they won't see that you're even there at all, ready to do whatever it takes.
I feel like God has put me in this place for a reason. i am just one person, but i might just be the right one person. i feel like i should be able to help, so much of this is so close to me- and im trying the best i can. but where do you turn when loving's not enough?
im not saying i've given up on the power of loving someone. but im coming to realize that even my whole heart may not be enough to change things.
no matter how much you love someone, you can't always save them. they have to make their own mistakes and ruin their own happiness. you can be there and tell them you love them until you can't say it anymore but sometimes no matter how loud you yell they won't hear it. you can be willing to die for their happiness but sometimes it won't help. sometimes they won't see that you're even there at all, ready to do whatever it takes.
I feel like God has put me in this place for a reason. i am just one person, but i might just be the right one person. i feel like i should be able to help, so much of this is so close to me- and im trying the best i can. but where do you turn when loving's not enough?
im not saying i've given up on the power of loving someone. but im coming to realize that even my whole heart may not be enough to change things.