eleven
I'm kind of bitter about my childhood.
The only thing I know I did right for sure was begging my dad to take me to see Oasis when I was 11, and then asking for a guitar.
That's all.
My friends in elementry school were awful. And I don't talk to any of them anymore.
And it's better this way, I know.
I hate how I was planning on being exactly like them all for the rest of my life.
And I still secretly wish I could be one of those girls with long straight hair and short skirts and really tight shirts and nice expensive jewellry.
I wish I could talk about how many shoes and purses I own.
And how I'm going to go and buy a Pink Floyd album although I have no idea who they are. But everyone loves them! So I need to know them!
And how Daddy's buying me an iPod.
And like, while that's an awful way to live, I wish I was like everyone else, because people seem to like those people that are the exactly the same.
And I'm not sure why that's always the case.
Maybe if I was more comfortable with myself, this wouldn't be happening.
Tess, be good.
The only thing I know I did right for sure was begging my dad to take me to see Oasis when I was 11, and then asking for a guitar.
That's all.
My friends in elementry school were awful. And I don't talk to any of them anymore.
And it's better this way, I know.
I hate how I was planning on being exactly like them all for the rest of my life.
And I still secretly wish I could be one of those girls with long straight hair and short skirts and really tight shirts and nice expensive jewellry.
I wish I could talk about how many shoes and purses I own.
And how I'm going to go and buy a Pink Floyd album although I have no idea who they are. But everyone loves them! So I need to know them!
And how Daddy's buying me an iPod.
And like, while that's an awful way to live, I wish I was like everyone else, because people seem to like those people that are the exactly the same.
And I'm not sure why that's always the case.
Maybe if I was more comfortable with myself, this wouldn't be happening.
Tess, be good.