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OK, third time trying this.
Well, it's been several months since my last update. The past week and a half has been one of the strangest ever. So I figured, Hey, what the hell? I'll put it in a livejournal!
Soooooo, the main group of friends I hang out with got in a huge argument over something of very little importance that should not have happened. It's a stupid argument that was blown completely out of proportion. But anyway, the group decided to part ways, which puts me in an interesting position, as I am in the middle of the two groups, trying to remain neutral. I want to stay friends with all of them, but it's hard to try to not say anything that may offend one side or the other. And even when I'm hanging out with one side, it feels so empty, as it isn't the same group anymore. Quite depressing. The issue will not be resolved, and I guess I should try my best to not piss off one side and have the argument flare up again and have me out completely. I hate it.
Aaaaand seven of my friends got suspended last Friday for drinking in school, which sucks for them, as their futures and college plans are now screwed up. However, they get a ten-day winter break. WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! Some people have all the luck. And they get extra time to study for exams. Lucky. Maybe. Not. Hmmmm.
School isn't too bad. Except for math. I hate math. I understand many of the concepts, and I know that Mrs. Patz is a genius, but the questions she asks are messed up, and I know that there are few people who will disagree with me. She doesn't even teach some of the concepts we're tested on. Other than that, no other classes are really worth mentioning.
Oh, except for band. I absolutely hate band. I. HATE. IT. I hate the people in it. I hate the freshmen. I hate the way people act. I hate how everyone fulfulls the "Band Geek" persona without even trying. Come on, we are the social outcasts, the student body despises us, can't we at least try not to act like, well, band dorks ALL THE TIME. I really don't like most of the people in band. I hate how they all make fun of the same people over and over, using the same insults time after time after time. I mean, I DO have many friends there, and you all know who you are, but I cannot stand anyone else there. Especially the Ashcrafts. God I hate that family. And Carter. I hate how is too stuck up and proud to ask for help to run the band. He OBVIOUSLY cannot do it himself, and he gets help from this "Tetrahedron" dumbass.
Things have been pretty screwed up these past two weeks. I hope that everyone involved in the above statements are able to figure things out and everything turns out alright for them, whatever their issue may be.
Less Than Jake "Welcome to the New South":
Welcome home outcasts
Because I know how you have
Felt over the years
The truth is that
Looking at me is like
Looking in the mirror
And I know how it feels
To be the best part
Of a running joke
To all of your friends
And to be on the edge of your bed
With your head buried in your hands
Wishing that everything would end
I know how it feels to be the loneliest
Welcome back outcasts
Because I've told myself
That it would be alright
Probably about a million times
Over every minute of all of my life
I know how it feels
To be so confused
That you're so far out of control
And to be on the edge of your bed
With your head buried in your hands
Wishing that everything would end
I know how it feels to be the loneliest
So you sit and wait for a sign
That the coming days will be alright
And you drink
So you can forget another night
Bruised from the blackouts
And your blood red eyes
Try to start looking
For the brighter side
Wait for a sign
Wait for a sign
Wait for a sign
Welcome home
Everything will be alright
And I know how it feels
To be the best part
Of a running joke all of your life
Welcome home...
Outcasts welcome home
Outcasts welcome home
Outcasts welcome home
Welcome home...
Well, it's been several months since my last update. The past week and a half has been one of the strangest ever. So I figured, Hey, what the hell? I'll put it in a livejournal!
Soooooo, the main group of friends I hang out with got in a huge argument over something of very little importance that should not have happened. It's a stupid argument that was blown completely out of proportion. But anyway, the group decided to part ways, which puts me in an interesting position, as I am in the middle of the two groups, trying to remain neutral. I want to stay friends with all of them, but it's hard to try to not say anything that may offend one side or the other. And even when I'm hanging out with one side, it feels so empty, as it isn't the same group anymore. Quite depressing. The issue will not be resolved, and I guess I should try my best to not piss off one side and have the argument flare up again and have me out completely. I hate it.
Aaaaand seven of my friends got suspended last Friday for drinking in school, which sucks for them, as their futures and college plans are now screwed up. However, they get a ten-day winter break. WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! Some people have all the luck. And they get extra time to study for exams. Lucky. Maybe. Not. Hmmmm.
School isn't too bad. Except for math. I hate math. I understand many of the concepts, and I know that Mrs. Patz is a genius, but the questions she asks are messed up, and I know that there are few people who will disagree with me. She doesn't even teach some of the concepts we're tested on. Other than that, no other classes are really worth mentioning.
Oh, except for band. I absolutely hate band. I. HATE. IT. I hate the people in it. I hate the freshmen. I hate the way people act. I hate how everyone fulfulls the "Band Geek" persona without even trying. Come on, we are the social outcasts, the student body despises us, can't we at least try not to act like, well, band dorks ALL THE TIME. I really don't like most of the people in band. I hate how they all make fun of the same people over and over, using the same insults time after time after time. I mean, I DO have many friends there, and you all know who you are, but I cannot stand anyone else there. Especially the Ashcrafts. God I hate that family. And Carter. I hate how is too stuck up and proud to ask for help to run the band. He OBVIOUSLY cannot do it himself, and he gets help from this "Tetrahedron" dumbass.
Things have been pretty screwed up these past two weeks. I hope that everyone involved in the above statements are able to figure things out and everything turns out alright for them, whatever their issue may be.
Less Than Jake "Welcome to the New South":
Welcome home outcasts
Because I know how you have
Felt over the years
The truth is that
Looking at me is like
Looking in the mirror
And I know how it feels
To be the best part
Of a running joke
To all of your friends
And to be on the edge of your bed
With your head buried in your hands
Wishing that everything would end
I know how it feels to be the loneliest
Welcome back outcasts
Because I've told myself
That it would be alright
Probably about a million times
Over every minute of all of my life
I know how it feels
To be so confused
That you're so far out of control
And to be on the edge of your bed
With your head buried in your hands
Wishing that everything would end
I know how it feels to be the loneliest
So you sit and wait for a sign
That the coming days will be alright
And you drink
So you can forget another night
Bruised from the blackouts
And your blood red eyes
Try to start looking
For the brighter side
Wait for a sign
Wait for a sign
Wait for a sign
Welcome home
Everything will be alright
And I know how it feels
To be the best part
Of a running joke all of your life
Welcome home...
Outcasts welcome home
Outcasts welcome home
Outcasts welcome home
Welcome home...