May 26, 2003 16:39
::we are never satisfied with what we have::
Me and Tanya were talking about this the other day
I am never satisfied with things
I have everything i want in my life right now
I have my friends and family
I am doing good in school
I know what i want, i have goals
I have a job
Its so funny because im so easily amused
and it doen't take much to make me happy
(all i need is an ice cream and a roller coaster!!! :)
but for some reason i am never satisfied with what i have
i always need better
in a way its good because im always stiving to do my best
but in a way its bad because i stress myself out trying...
I have been thinking about this lately
especially since i went to mexico
I wanted to cry when i saw these kids working at such a young age
selling gum just to help out their families put food on the table
and the houses were so small, like little shacks
it was so surreal
compared to them, i must be living like a queen
...just makes you think and appreciate things more
anyways, on a lighter note...
this weekend was fun
we had a spontaneous party at my house
it was cool
yeah! the summer is almost here
we have the picnic on wednesday
and then last final on thurday
then..................PARTY TIME!!!
I have been told that i am living back up to my name
i start all my stories "I was so drunk..."
yep! ::call it what you want it, im a ****** alcoholic!!!"
I know this is kind of random but...
its so funny how someone can be held down by one person
i just saw a friend the other day
and he and her boyfriend are doing good, and they "love" each other <3
yeah yeah...thats great and all but damn!
she is only 20 and she hasn't seen what else is out there
i know she can do so much better than him
he is a complete loser with no future
**why is it that we always fall for these ones?????**
she is too young to be held down and back
damn it makes me mad sometimes
i wish she would just leave the loser!!!
she is way too good for him
ok well im done with my random thoughts
~Heather~
::can't nobody take my pride, can't nobody hold me down::